Loves me or Loves me not

Loves me or loves me not

Is a state where our heart says ‘Yes’ he does and our mind says ‘No’        

This thought flashes in everyone’s mind when they are in love

And one who settles the battle between heart and mind

Gets the love of their life and others keeps on swinging between

Loves me or loves me not…

Today when I thought if my guy “loves me or loves me not”

I recalled the day when I first saw him      

He was engrossed in his work and I was sitting behind

I can only see his back and his hand with a black band

I felt it was saying baby I am the one whom you were searching so long

And I will tie your hand with mine with this band and will make you my sunshine.

It will sound funny if I say that band connected me to him

But there was something magical in it that drew me to him

14^th Feb was the day when he first said hi

And then there was no turning back

And I knew yes he is my guy.

We were so happy as we knew we are soul mates

But Love story without a drama is a complete waste

So here comes the twist and I was rejected by his side

And I got really pissed on him and we both had a fight

He was not ready to take a stand and I was not ready to leave his hand

And finally that moment came where I thought –“If he really loves me or loves me not”

Battle of mind and heart begun

Thousand thought Vs thousands feelings

But every time my heart won

You know why?

Because, whenever I was losing he held my hand close to his heart

I don’t know the end of this love story, if it would be happy or sad

But what I know is that still many a times I will give up on him

And will think if “he loves me or loves me not “

And many a times he will think the same.

But our future will be decided by who will win this game.

‘Mind’ which is rational and talks about facts

Or ‘Heart’ which is full of hopes even after knowing the facts.

I hope this love story goes on and on

And every time “he loves me win over he loves me not”

I don’t want any end for this love story –Be it Happy or sad

I just want to walk with him through this journey of life by tying my hand with his black band J

Written By :
Anubhuti Srivastava