Loves me or Loves me not

Loves me or loves me not

Is a state where our heart says ‘Yes’ he does and our mind says ‘No’        

This thought flashes in everyone’s mind when they are in love

And one who settles the battle between heart and mind

Gets the love of their life and others keeps on swinging between

Loves me or loves me not…

Today when I thought if my guy “loves me or loves me not”

I recalled the day when I first saw him      

He was engrossed in his work and I was sitting behind

I can only see his back and his hand with a black band

I felt it was saying baby I am the one whom you were searching so long

And I will tie your hand with mine with this band and will make you my sunshine.

It will sound funny if I say that band connected me to him

But there was something magical in it that drew me to him

14^th Feb was the day when he first said hi

And then there was no turning back

And I knew yes he is my guy.

We were so happy as we knew we are soul mates

But Love story without a drama is a complete waste

So here comes the twist and I was rejected by his side

And I got really pissed on him and we both had a fight

He was not ready to take a stand and I was not ready to leave his hand

And finally that moment came where I thought –“If he really loves me or loves me not”

Battle of mind and heart begun

Thousand thought Vs thousands feelings

But every time my heart won

You know why?

Because, whenever I was losing he held my hand close to his heart

I don’t know the end of this love story, if it would be happy or sad

But what I know is that still many a times I will give up on him

And will think if “he loves me or loves me not “

And many a times he will think the same.

But our future will be decided by who will win this game.

‘Mind’ which is rational and talks about facts

Or ‘Heart’ which is full of hopes even after knowing the facts.

I hope this love story goes on and on

And every time “he loves me win over he loves me not”

I don’t want any end for this love story –Be it Happy or sad

I just want to walk with him through this journey of life by tying my hand with his black band J

Written By :
Anubhuti Srivastava

Trust Me My Baby My Love is True

He walked away from her life

And said, you will be alright

I am doing all this just for you

Trust me my baby my love is true..

Don’t remind me of my promises

I feel guilty and sad.

I know you can’t see me getting hurt

So promise you will never do that.

I know you will be fine

It will just take some time

Whatever I am doing is good for you

Trust me my baby my love is True..

You were my love and you were my life

I know I promised to make you my wife

I can’t make that happen now

And I am sorry for hurting you

Trust me my baby my love is true..

Truth of Love

Love

It happened to me..yes it did

But I still don't know what it is

It is beautiful at the beginning
And then it becomes ugly day by day

Who always wanted to see each other
Starts avoiding each other

10 phone calls a day and unlimited messages changes to few or sometime not even one a day

What happens to the beauty of love
I really don't know

Whom to blame
Ourselves or someone else

It always ends in tears n endless pain and sufferings

And those who disagree to what I said Also knows somewhere that its a fact
And the person whom they claim to be in love is not their first love 99.9% of times.

Even they have seen this ugly side of love.

Tears , trauma, heart break, disappointments, conned are the good adjectives for love.

One person suffers and the other makes them suffer.

It's a game of heart but strange that no one cares about other persons heart or feelings.

We still fall in love and we will continue falling in love as we believe that may be we haven't met our soul mate yet.

But the fact is their is no soul mate.

We are in a generation where there is no contentment.We keep on looking for better options.

We don't want to fix a broken relationship but we prefer to try a new one.

And that is the root cause of all problem. 

Love is to value other persons emotions , feelings.
Love is to respect other person
Love is to forgive the faults
Love is to accept the imperfection
Love is to be there when other says leave me
Love is to stand together during the worst time
Love is to find beauty in everything
Love is to multiply
Love is to give not demand
Love is love not hate

It takes a lot of effort to love someone and a second to ruin everything. So don't hurt anyone intentionally or unintentionally.

Be someone who bring smile and not tears.

Love your love
Respect your love
Stand for your love
Be with your love

Spread love and make this world a beautiful place.

Written by
Anubhuti Srivastava

Friend for Life

We all know about friendship’s day and we love to celebrate that too.

But who do we call our friends? Are there any specific traits that one should have to be a good friend? Of course yes!

Friend is someone who is available 24/7 when we need.

Friend is someone with whom we share our secrets.

Friend is someone who is a part of our happiness and pain.

We all have such wonderful friends in our life. And I am sure every one of you must have wished them on friendships day. But I am also confident that all of us have forgotten to wish one of our dearest friend. Any guesses???

Mom and Dad- ummmhh…Yeah, they can be friends

Pets- Yes, they are friends too

But still we are missing someone…

C’mon think more…

No, Quit.

Alright, I will reveal the secret. I am talking about none other but your best friend, your 

Mobile Phone.

Hey, don’t be surprised. Don’t you all agree that our Mobile phone is our best friend?

It knows all our secrets.

It is always with us when we need it.

Its camera captures the best of you and always says you are the best.

When we are bored it’s there to entertain us with games, internet and many more.

If we are lost somewhere it helps to find our way.

It’s not even jealous of our other friends and helps us to connect with them too.

If you are hungry it can arrange food for you.

Can sing, dance. Play and even talk to you (remember Talking TOM) and follow your commands too (Siri)

This poor buddy also bears our mood swings. We throw it, break it and keep it off at our convenience but still it never leaves us.

I cannot imagine a day without my phone and so do you readers. I know you all are nodding your heads in agreement.

So, grab your phone and wish now – Happy Friendship’s day (J)                              

Let’s Discover Happiness

Let’s Discover Happiness

In today’s competitive world everyone is so busy trying to meet there day to day targets and responsibilities to achieve something big, that they forget what they already have.

 

If you'll stop them and ask what are they running behind and if that will make them feel good once they achieve that- they have no answer. Reason being - we humans have forgotten the word "satisfaction". We are never content with what we have.

I wouldn't say that it’s completely wrong to have that zeal and desire to achieve something big. However don’t compare your life with others. If we’ll always desire to live someone else life we will never be happy.

What I am trying to highlight is that there is always something special in each and every one of us. Hence, we should stop focusing on what others are good at and concentrate on what is best in us.

A housewife thinks that after marriage and after delivering a baby there is nothing left in her life. She thinks she hasn’t and she can’t achieve anything as she has left her job, she has put on weight and so on. However she forgets to realize that she is raising a new life- not everyone can do that. It shows that she is still human and has emotions and can sacrifice things for her family unlike those who have become machines- isn’t that a good reason to be happy and to feel good about your-self??

An old man after his retirement thinks that he has wasted his entire life. He doesn't have much savings and his children think he was unorganized and could have done better.  Let’s have a glance at his life- he could have earned more money by going abroad but he choose to give his time to his family, he choose to enjoy those little moments when his kid will start walking for the first time, to attend his school dance competition or debates and so on... He never saved anything for himself as he has spent all his savings for his son to fulfill his dreams.

He was happy then but now by listening to others criticizing the way he lived his life, he feels disheartened. But that’s exactly my point readers-There is no universal definition for happiness or a defined formula for happiness. It’s different for different people. Something that can make you happy might not be the same for other. You have your own life, your dreams, your desires and your way of being happy. So "Stop following and start living".

Sit for few minutes and turn those pages back in your life and you will see those shining trophies that you have already got but never appreciated.

What I’m trying to conclude here my dear readers that take a break from your rat race and say hi to life. Re-access your assets (those small moments that still brings smile on your face or those moments where you have bought smile on someone else face) and i am sure you will discover happiness.

Written By: Anubhuti Srivastava 

DOSTI

This one is dedicated to my friends for life ( Suchita, Maduri, Hardy and Pandit )

                                               DOSTI

Suraj aur chaand ki dosti puraani hai

Ek dusre ki khaatir vo dete kurbaani hai

Shaam ko doob jaata hai vo 

Chaand ki khushi ke liye

Chaand bhi kho jaata hai subah

Suraj ki roshni ke liye

Ek dusre ko kho dete hai vo

Ek dusre ke liye

Ye misaal hai dosti ki

Doston ke liye...

Written by- Anubhuti Srivastava ( My old diary)

Saathi

                                              

                                              Saathi 

कयूँ जलाऊँ उस दीपक को 

जो पल भर में बुज़ जाएगा 

साथी तो वो होता है जो 

जीवन भर साथ निभाएगा 

क्यों सजाऊँ उस फूल को मै 

जो पल में मुरझा जाएगा 

साथी तो वो होता है जो 

मेरे गुलशन को मेहकायेगा 

क्यों लगाउन उस काजल को 

 जो पल भर में बह जाएगा 

साथी तो वो होता है जो 

इन अँखियों में बस जाएगा 

क्यों मांगू उस सुख को मै 

जो  पल में चला जाएगा 

साथी तो वो होता है जो 

सुख  दुःख में साथ निभाएगा 

Written by - Anubhuti Srivastava 

( My old Diary)

Maa

                             This one is for you Maa

                                                        

                                                      Maa

Jab din dhal jaata hai, aur raat aati hai

tab dil mein maa teri yaad aati hai...

Jab laut ti hai chidiyan ghar ko apne

mera mann bhi chahe tere paas aa jaaun

par kya karu ye duri mujhko satati hai

jab dil mein maa teri yaad aati hai..

Jab dekhu taaron mein maa surat teri

jee chahe le aaun pyaari murat teri

par kya karu majboori mujhko satati hai

jab dil mein maa teri yaad aati hai..

Written by- Anubhuti Srivastava

My Movie

Papa jaldi aa jaana

This one is for you Papa 

Papa Jaldi Aa jaana

Bachpan mein mai papa ka, har shaam ko wait thi karti. 
aane mein jab der ho jaati, to thoda thi darti.
aaj bhi yaad hai mujhko ki mai gaati thi vo gaana 
ki papa jaldi aa jaana, papa jaldi aa jaana
Gudiya chahe na laana par papa jaldi aa jaana......

Usi waqt papa ki scooter ka horn bajaana
samjho jaise mil jaata mujhe khushiyon ka khazaana
Papa jaldi aa jaana, Papa jaldi aa jaana

Jo duniya mein aata hai usko ek din hai jaana
Par mere papa ko hi kyun itni jaldi tha bulana
Us din bhi bohat gaaya tha haan maine ye gaana
Ki papa jaldi aa jaana, papa jaldi aa jaana

Bohat royi bohat bola ki papa tum na jaana
Nahi chahiye koi gudiya bus aap vaapas aa jaana
Par us duniya se jaakar na koi vaapas aata
phir bhi dil aaj bhi bus yehi geet hai gaata ki

Saat samundar paar se, gudiyon ke baazaar seachi si gudiya laana, gudiya chahe na laanapar papa jaldi aa jaana, papa jaldi aa jaana...

Written by: Anubhuti Srivastava