I (Woman )

I (Woman) am not scared of challenges,
I face them everyday.
I might not have the physical strength,
But i have a strong will to take me far away.

I breakdown sometimes
Yes, I fall apart.
But that never stops me from moving ahead
It makes me realise I (Woman) am much stronger
than what i thought i was.

I (Woman) am emotional
Yes, i cry sometime
But that doesn't mean i am weak
It makes me realise that i am still alive
And not walking with a dead soul inside.

I (Woman) am Adorable
I (Women) am Amazing
I (Woman) am Brave,Beautiful & Divine
I (Woman) am Unique because i am me
I (Woman) don't woo a man
I (woman) complete a man
I am Woman!!!!

Written By
Anubhuti Srivastava

Bus yunhi..

Har Khushi mein apno ka saath zaroori hota hai
Har gum mein tanhaai ka ehsaas zaroori hota hai
Yun tanha nahi guzaar sakta koi apni zindagi
Kuch paane ke liye khone ka ehsaas zaroori hota hai.

Jeene ke liye saanson ka saath zaroori hot hai
Marne ke liye himmat ka ehsaas zaroori hota hai
yun mar ke har kisi ko jannat nahi milti
Jannnat ke liye acche karmon ka saath zaroori hot hai.

Mela

Mela laga hua hai,Samaan bik raha hai
Insaan ka imaan sare aam bik raha hai.

Yahan Dharm bik raha hai
Yahan Naam bik raha hai
Hindu, Isaai,Sikh, Musalman bik raha hai
Are sabse saste daam to bhagwaan bik raha hai
Mela laga hua hai, samaan bik raha hai...

Yahan sale mein kafan hai
Lakdi ke daam kum hai
Shamshaan mein bhi aaj kal jagah ke daam kum hai
Yahan installment mein shraadh ka samaan bik raha hai
Mela laga hua hai, samaan bik raha hai.

Yahan Naukri bik rahi hai
Yahan degree bik rahi hai
Yahan dil, liver, aankh aur kidney bik rahi hai
Yahan pyaaz bhi sone ke daam bik raha hai
Mela laga hua hai,samaan bik raha hai.

Yahan farz bik raha hai,
Yahan pyaar bik raha hai
Sansaar ka har ek yahaan samaan bik raha hai
Are aur kisi ki nahi ye topiwaalon ki hai karamaat
Paakistaaniyon ke haath Hindustaan bik raha hai
Mela laga hua hai,samaan bik raha hai..

Written By
Anubhuti Srivastava

(I wrote this one when i was in 9th Standadrd)

Goodbye My Love

Goodbye My Love


When i gave up on love
You came in my life,
You took my heart away from me and
You completed my life.

Now I want to hold your hand baby
I want you by my side
But you say you are scared to love
And you want to say goodbye..

I don't know baby what to do
I don't know what to
Should I let you go and say goodbye
Should I hold on to you..

Baby i can wait till eternity
if you say you love me too
But if it means nothing to you, then
Goodbye my love to you...

I Forgive you

 

   I Forgive you

I was upset,I was angry with him.
So many questions in my mind hunting for an answer that can relieve my pain.
Why did he let me go? Why he didn't stop me when i was leaving? 

I was wondering if that feeling of love that i felt for him was it real or fake? The time that we have spend together, sharing precious moments, does that mean nothing to him?
So many why's but no one to answer. That silence,was killing me. 

After crying for hours and pitying myself, i was trying to understand what i feel for him now? How should I react? Of course there was so much anger in me. I wanted to blame him, shout at him but i was still not feeling better by doing that. 
I was getting restless. I wanted to understand what i really want? what can make me feel better?

And suddenly I heard a voice from within saying "Forgive".

I was surprised as how can I think of something as foolish as forgiving someone who has given me so much pain.But somehow that word was again and again flashing in my head hence I thought of giving it a thought. Honestly, more and more I was thinking of forgiving him, my anger, my restlessness was fading.

I realised that the feeling of " Forgiveness " was actually connecting me back to that feeling of love which was healing my pain.

I realised that Love remains Love and it can never be turned to hatred and if it happens then it is not love. 

I realised that I can't think bad for him because a part within me (my heart) is still in love with him and may be I will love him forever. 

I realised if love is true then that feeling of love will never change for that person, even if that person changes and leaves you alone.

I decided to forgive him. I decided not to bother him with my " Why's.
I decided not to blame him or seek for any explanations from him.
I locked those unanswered questions in my heart forever.
I don't want to know if he feels good by hurting me, if he has ever loved me?, if it was all fake or if it was true? I just know one thing that i love him and my love was true.

I made a promise to myself to keep my promise of loving him forever otherwise if i also broke my promise then I am no different from him.

I forgive you my love for forgetting me.

Take care.


Written By 

Anubhuti Srivastava

Loves me or Loves me not

Loves me or loves me not

Is a state where our heart says ‘Yes’ he does and our mind says ‘No’        

This thought flashes in everyone’s mind when they are in love

And one who settles the battle between heart and mind

Gets the love of their life and others keeps on swinging between

Loves me or loves me not…

Today when I thought if my guy “loves me or loves me not”

I recalled the day when I first saw him      

He was engrossed in his work and I was sitting behind

I can only see his back and his hand with a black band

I felt it was saying baby I am the one whom you were searching so long

And I will tie your hand with mine with this band and will make you my sunshine.

It will sound funny if I say that band connected me to him

But there was something magical in it that drew me to him

14^th Feb was the day when he first said hi

And then there was no turning back

And I knew yes he is my guy.

We were so happy as we knew we are soul mates

But Love story without a drama is a complete waste

So here comes the twist and I was rejected by his side

And I got really pissed on him and we both had a fight

He was not ready to take a stand and I was not ready to leave his hand

And finally that moment came where I thought –“If he really loves me or loves me not”

Battle of mind and heart begun

Thousand thought Vs thousands feelings

But every time my heart won

You know why?

Because, whenever I was losing he held my hand close to his heart

I don’t know the end of this love story, if it would be happy or sad

But what I know is that still many a times I will give up on him

And will think if “he loves me or loves me not “

And many a times he will think the same.

But our future will be decided by who will win this game.

‘Mind’ which is rational and talks about facts

Or ‘Heart’ which is full of hopes even after knowing the facts.

I hope this love story goes on and on

And every time “he loves me win over he loves me not”

I don’t want any end for this love story –Be it Happy or sad

I just want to walk with him through this journey of life by tying my hand with his black band J

Written By :
Anubhuti Srivastava

Trust Me My Baby My Love is True

He walked away from her life

And said, you will be alright

I am doing all this just for you

Trust me my baby my love is true..

Don’t remind me of my promises

I feel guilty and sad.

I know you can’t see me getting hurt

So promise you will never do that.

I know you will be fine

It will just take some time

Whatever I am doing is good for you

Trust me my baby my love is True..

You were my love and you were my life

I know I promised to make you my wife

I can’t make that happen now

And I am sorry for hurting you

Trust me my baby my love is true..